My imagination keeps me from madness, and some video games can let me display my own ways. If my creativity would ever fade, don't go looking for me. I would be gone, death from a dwindling spark.
The ability to draw well is a skill many in this world don't have. Colors is a place for artist, and artists alone. If you feel your art isn't very good when looking at the top, just look at an office building, they know only numbers.